Jensen McRae - My Ego Dies At The End (Visualizer)

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Stream my new single 'My Ego Dies At The End': https://orcd.co/myegodies

“My Ego Dies At The End is about disenchantment with the life you thought you wanted. Growing up and becoming the person I’ve always wanted to be has been rewarding, but it’s also been painful. There’s a lot about being a little girl that I’ve had to let go - things I always valued that no longer serve me, things I miss. Sometimes I don’t recognize the girl I’ve become, even though I’m proud of her. Its a process that I know will continue for the rest of my life. This song is a love song to the girl I used to be and to the woman I’m becoming, and all the glory and growing pains that go with that.”

I think I lost something in the water
I tried to swim to it
I could not swim to it
drowned in a dream that should’ve made me stronger
I tried to swim through it
I could not swim through it

leave my body and the party early
cry on the train playing Justin Vernon
such a long walk back to 30th

I have the dream again
I have the dream again
my ego dies at the end
it’s ego death

I live the dream I guess
still don’t know what it meant
who am I, I’ve lost the thread
my ego dies at the end

I lost the girl I was over a winter
I tried to cry for it
I could not cry for it
sank down to search the bottom of the river
I tried to die for it
I could not die for it

leave my body and the water early
dry baptism but it felt like burning
if I don’t write about it was it really worth it?

I have the dream again
I have the dream again
my ego dies at the end
it’s ego death
I live the dream I guess
still don’t know what it meant
who am I, I’ve lost the thread
my ego dies at the end

leave my body and my ego early
kill it kind with a surgeon’s mercy
claim I put it out of its misery

I have the dream again
I have the dream again
my ego dies at the end
it’s ego death

I live the dream I guess
still don’t know what it meant
who am I, I’ve lost the thread
my ego dies at the end